How to be back to where we used to be?

I hope it's gonna make you notice

Why do you always think that way? It's hard to talk to you, you know? Urgh.

Painted faces fill the places I can't reach

Someone like you, somebody.

I don't wanna talk about yesterday, since to me, it was afterall a horrible day. It's not that I'm asking too much, you get me? And I've got my reasons for feeling those emotions inside. Before I finally fell asleep last night, the unhappy events of year 2009 flashed past in my mind. Sad to say, 2009 has been bad. I don't recall it as an awesome year. 2008 was better than this. Okay, not to forget, there are definitely some happy moments in this year as well. But yeah, I don't know how to say. It's just...overwhelming. Were these all not worth it?

Today. B accompanied me down to fusionopolis to get my contract signed. I'm glad that there's no contractual agreement to how many months I must work there. Starting work on 4 Jan, see tiring days ahead, but all for pay. Haha. I'm quite excited actually, probably for the very very first day. Afterwhich, just one word: sian.

I think I'm falling sick. Serious lack of sleep, my head's spinning. Bye.

Use Somebody

Because I don't like to hang out with people who aren't sensitive, who aren't true. You know, at such times, it just makes things so awful that I don't even want to stay on for another minute. I guess, you all wouldn't know how it feels. Been let down so many times. This year. What the hell. I just want to be honest about how I feel. Whatever. It's a new day now.

Ok I just messed up my template. So the side's gone. Haha. Never mind. I shall hit the sack now. Meeting the girls in another 12 hours. Tired tired bye!

Headed to Aunt Lili's place for Christmas this year! :) I love Christmas this year, it was joyful and heartwarming. I really love gatherings with the extended families (both maternal and paternal). Simple time spent together and the adults are always whipping up awesome dishes for us. Haha the meal this year was SUMPTOUS. We had Rosemary Turkey, some platters, Pork knuckle, fruit salad, fried beehoon, roast pork ribs, log cake etc etc. Had Choya for the first time and I like it! The sour plum taste towards the end is pretty good. Took photos with the usual cousins. Haha the more camwhore-ish ones. Haha. There was this debate thing going on between the women in the house and 2 particular men in the house. Hahaha omg, it was mad crazy. They were so engrossed and enthu that some aunts raised up their arms and flagged crazily at everyone to get a chance to share their views. HAHAH funny sight.

Just some photos to share!
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Hahaha cutesy pie. Celest looked really cute here!

Rosemary Turkey is so yummy!

Weely and me! <3>

The Log cake was delicious :)

Happy Grandma, who was the chairperson of the debate. Hahaha

These are the ones who can camwhore one. Love my cousins!

Okay I'm really tired now. Need to crash. And I just realised that it's the last week of the year next week. Final week, wow.

Happy Birthday Lina!

26 December. HAPPY BIRTHDAY LINA! I love you lil cutey pie. Everyone in the family does :) You're a strong girl, with the cutest 'boots with the fur'!