Wednesday, November 23, 2011

Everybody hurts at times, but we'll go stronger

2 papers down 2 more to go. I'm so burnt out right now. So freaking sleepy I can feel my heavy eyelids and my really bad headache. Marketing is quite content heavy I realized and the textbook is really naggy, they have so many examples and all, I don't even bother to read them. I really am in a desperate need for a good good rest after exams but seem like there's not much chance too.
29th's the last day and I'll need to spend a day to get haversack packed for ocip and run my errands. 30th is my birthday which, I don't really feel excited about celebrating cos I'm damn exhausted from the term already haha, 1st will be stay at home day and spend quality time with my family, my bed before bidding Singapore goodbye for 3 weeks. It's quite packed right? :( Wish to have more time with my family before flying off but it's okay, shall just stay at home and enjoy no-revision-and-studying times after I'm back.

Was reading my sis's blog and she posted this photo of Lina baby. Look at how cute she looked, I'll always remember the happy times we had together. Even if little details were to fade when I try to recall immediately, I'm sure they're all buried deep in my mind and heart :)
I remembered just last week or so, Mum was doing something with her phone and she stopped and looked at lil's photo on her phone's background and she started tearing. Everyone of us in the family misses lina baby but we don't express it everyday or in an outright manner all the time. It's nice to know I'm not alone facing the struggles when I miss you, because the whole family's with me. We miss you lil lil.

There're definitely times still when the missing gets really hard and I feel an explosion of negativities in me. But, like what my sis adapted from someone else's blog, "Life isn't eternity, but Love is."
How true :) I'll keep this in mind always.